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I hate it when I get my hopes up and then get absolutely, completely crushed. Life has been one huge disappointment for me, full of could-have-beens, should-have-beens, and would-have-beens. To be honest, I look forward for it to be all over. But something keeps me going, little by little. I wonder if it will be [ READ MORE ]
In one class, I sit with a pothead. He has a reputation for being lazy and stupid and is known for his substance abuse. I’ve been talking to him a bit lately and he’s actually extremely intelligent. He notices things that I overlook and he often answers questions quicker than I do. How is he [ READ MORE ]
So I’ve had this song stuck in my head all day. The Lion King 2 has such a good soundtrack. Personally, I thought it was better than the first Lion King. I had an obsession with animated lions as kid. I had multiple Nala and Simba stuffed animals that I tried to raise as my [ READ MORE ]
I’m leaving tomorrow morning to go to Las Vegas for Thanksgiving week. I don’t really want to go. My family travels an exorbitant amount and during school breaks, I’m always elsewhere, doing something useless and pointless. I just want to stay home and eat food and get fat (what I usually do on school nights). I feel [ READ MORE ]
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won. Seriously. I feel that my apathy has been holding me back in a lot of areas – academic exploration, personal growth, etc. I never feel interested in anything. Nothing sparks any emotion in me anymore. It’s like I’m watching my own [ READ MORE ]
I’m always feeling one of these things: sad, tired, angry, or nothing. Always one of those. Never happy. I can’t remember the last time I felt truly content. I’m always so bitter. I always complain. I never do anything. I’m never motivated to work harder. I just wallow in my own misery and self-pity. I [ READ MORE ]
What pisses me off so much is how I think I’m so smart. I always act well-informed and knowledgeable when in reality, I don’t know jack about anything. For example: Person: (talking to friend) “I saw that parody of 000 online. So legit.” Me: “I love 000! I watched the movie!” Person: ”Dude, you can’t [ READ MORE ]
School sucks. Acc Math 3 – 74. H Anatomy – 101. WTF??? Ugh. I know people complain about tests and stuff, but I WANT more tests. I NEED more graded assignments because so far we have like no grades in our grade book. Which is pretty much why I’m failing math. I wish the teachers [ READ MORE ]
These stupid neighborhood kids keep spying on me. They look through my windows and the glass panels on the side of my front door. I won’t notice at first, but then they’ll ring my bell and run back to the bushes. I’ll see them through my window and then they hide. I act like I [ READ MORE ]
I want my iPod back so much. I had so much on there. So much information. So much music. Music was the only way I would stay awake in class. Music was the only way I could focus on doing my work. Music was the only way I could drown out the voices of idiots. [ READ MORE ]
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